life..a very horrifying and exciting word...for me life is kinda...hmm..how should i describe...is lonely and hypocrite...maybe i think the one that beside you is very trust able and he or she is a good even best friend, relative, sibling or whatever...that just a lie..don't believe it..don't listen that voice...the trust able are yourself and your parent..but i am the only still left so i just believe in myself...why?? why i will think this way...sound not too optimist right? and very negative right? at the first place i also think the way most of the people think of...but when something happened that let me see the truth...this world is very cruel...life is nothing just a crap...why? because the people i think can be trust able turning back to me....and all the responsibility i had to carried even i do so much...so when someone call u do something even you thing that the closest to you...you must have prepare the existent of trouble that might coming looking for you...life is like that...who you can talk to? maybe only just the one who had bring you to this world---your parent...but you are the similar situation like me that without parent...you should face it yourself when trouble come to you...no one u can trust....some even your own parent...i too tired of this life...i might want to let go and rest in peace...i really tired...i can't handle more...my head is ticking bomb..will boom any time...i won't be a coo coo person at the end...i rather end this life...
so any one had any comment don't ...PLEASE DON'T USE PHONE CONTACT AND LET ME KNOW...just leave message here or my friendster if u know....if not i might die faster..thank
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